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| note to self:
NO MORE SPENDING MONEY.
ONLY PURCHASES ALLOWED ARE - WEDGE SANDALS, A PAIR OF JEAN SHORTS, NEW SUNGLASSES AND WORK/PROFESSIONAL CLOTHING. THAT'S IT!!!!! | | |
| i've been happier lately but things are rocky right now with steven & I. I'm not allowed to be upset with him cause then he's like oh you do this all the time blah blah blah..... and he'll start yelling while I am calm.. just upset, explaining why I am upset. He just doesn't understand, I guess. I don't think I'm that hard to put up with.. especially after all the bullshit things he's done. Ahh well.... I'm having some drinks tonight.. much needed. | | |
| hi.  i thought i'd write a quick, little blog because i am HAPPY! i am geniunely just in a great, cheerful, loving mood & i feel like it's been forever since i felt this way. i am currently on my period and i do not plan on going back on birth control after i'm done. it was toyed with my emotions for so long.. i felt overwhelmingly depressed and lost. also, i think steven & i are going to go on a cruise once i'm done school. i am so so so happy about this. !! there is one little thing i am stressed about, i will admit, is my new placement. i have to call tomorrow to find out my times / dress code. i'm quite nervous but i have a feeling i will enjoy working with senior citzens. i just need to figure out HOW i am going to get there..  | | |
| Bucket List:
- learn basic italian
- expand knowledge of sign language
- travel, as much as possible (never turn down traveling somewhere, always save up for traveling)
- have a romantic wedding
- have children
- go to new orleans for marti gras
- go to seaside heights
- never short-sell self.
- don't get fat! | | |
| it has been a long, very long, time since i've posted a new blog.
i figured that it's a new years & a post would be approriate. 2011 is going to be my year, i can just feel it. i'm going to take better care of myself, be better to others, just over all be a better version of myself. i want to be the best daughter, sister, girlfriend, and friend. i want to feel more better about myself, to love myself more, as fake as that sounds.. it's a good thing.
i want to:
- go tanning
- do something drastic with my hair
- keep saving money from working @ armando's
- travel
- be more organized and keep clean room!!
- paint room
- work work work
- love more ! | | |
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